Want help with my tanorexia

I have been a sun worshiper since I was 15. Im now 30 and want to take better care of my skin. I live in FL and the beach is 5 minutes away, so its so easy to go layout whenever I want. Not to mention there are tanning beds on every corner. I feel prettier, thinner and better about myself when I am tan. Im a pretty woman and I always hear "you dont even look close to 30" but I can see wrinkles and lines and sun damage. I have acne scars on my face and when Im tan, you cant see them as much. I dont have the porcelain pretty pale skin. I have pasty pale skin that in my opinion does not look good with my blonde/gold hair and eyes. I have vowed to never go back in the tanning bed and to wear sunblock when outside. I want to start taking care of my skin, especially my face. What are some in office procedures I can have done to help erase some of the damage? (I know you cant erase it completely). No surgery or anything, just dermatological things in the office. Also, what can I do at home to help my skin look better and start to heal? I want to feel comfortable in my natural skin color and embrace it....pale and all. Any advice or ideas appreciated. Thanks so much :)